It's another one of those days.

I have to admit, I've been quite productive over the last few days. But still, I have this feeling of sadness. I don't believe I'm depressed. I mean, I know what THAT feeling is like. No, I don't want to crawl up in bed and hide, nor do I dread the days ahead. Generally speaking, all is calm around here. And yet...

It's possible that the fact that Yom Kippur is upon us (Sunday night, in fact). Unlike some other religion, Jews don't require anyone but themselves to "submit". But, we do believe that we have to confess our misdeeds, whether they be between us and G-d, or between us and our fellow man. While a Jew can confess at any time, Yom Kippur is the day that the heavens open up and pass judgment on each of us (no pressure there).

But there's more. Much more. And it's not something I wish to share with you. Not now anyway. I suppose this too will pass, but it sure isn't easy.

On the bright side, House is on tonight.

So, tomorrow is another day and hopefully the sadness will go away. While I'm not optimistic it will - for reasons beyond my control - I suppose one day I'll understand what G-d's plan for me is.

In the meantime, I'll just keep on keeping on. No matter how hard it always seems to be.

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